In Memory: A Lovely Figure In My Eyes

— Personal drawings that I was made on my note book.

Back in the day, you was such a cheerful person. I don't know why, but seeing your smile is just somehow makes me happy and warm inside. I wonder have you ever know how was I feel when the first time I'm hearing the news? Until now I still can't believe that you are not here anymore, realizing that fact just makes me sad.. and it's deeply hurt me, leave me speechless.

I know that you can still see me and everyone here anytime that you want, from the sky above.

Rest well, my dear. I hope you have a good time in heaven now. :')

"Sickness, old age and death is the cycle of life. We are bound to lose someone we love and we can't change anything but what we can do is always remembering the person, and pray for them."

Piece of Heaven ♥

What you offered straight to me
With a smile for the last time
Was just so beautiful
That I gave way to tears

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love

We sought for each other
Lost ourselves at times
And found each other at last
So whatever result may be waiting for us
It's nothing but
Destiny

Above is my favorite part from Ayumi Hamasaki's song which titled Heaven. The lyrics and song is just lovely and beautiful. To be honest, it's quite makes me sad each time I've hear the song.

Memories

Memories is something that will always beautiful in everyone eyes. Doesn't really matter good or bad it is. We can also see our past everytime, because we was once ever experience it before.
I found it funny eventhough we may also see that ourself hurt, lose hope, and give up more than once. But still, we hold the memories of it so dear for ourself.

Sometimes I wish that I can makes a copy DVD from my own memories. That would be great so that it's possible for me to really play it over and over again.
Back when I was a kid, I rarely taking up myself on a camera. And now, I just feels like totally regret why I didn't take a pic alot at that time.

Let's create a memorable moment everytime while we still young. That moment, perhaps could make us drop a tears when we grow old and remembering that times.

Just like that day

Graduation: An Ending That Will Make A New Beginning

"Every ending is a new beginning".
— School graduation banner

Few months ago I did finally graduated from my high school. It's such a wonderful feeling that I can't ever forget, sadness and happiness just mixed all together at that time. It just about months passed and wow, I think I miss the people already.

The spirits was awesome. I think most of the memorable moments is when we was paint and write our school uniform with something like each other name and their signature for a rememberances. Another thing is when we do a group touring from school to another place with a big smile and saying "we graduated!" as a sign of happiness, and then back to shool again. lol

And now, everyone seems taking on their own way, trying to catch their future and follow their will. Some even decided to study abroad. I wanted to move to states and takes design major there, since looks like it has a promising career. But I ended up decided to stay on the contry where I belong to. Well, I'm hoping everyone also do their best on whatever path that they take. Never forget that wherever we are, we live on a same sky. :D

Because we always have a decision on what we will take