Resolution

I realize it is useless to denying the inevitable. I finally can accept, and I forgive about it.
It's about hours and we'll say goodbye to 2011, thanks for every moments that I was experience on 2011. I hope that I could find my true euphoria on 2012.

Only two word that fill on my head and I should do; move on. It's over and let 2011 begone with it.

Everything has gone with yesterday

MMORPG: Past Addiction and Current Motivation

Back when I was a middle school student with alot of free time, I was a kind of person who addicted with a Massively-Multiplayer-Online-Role-Playing-Game (or MMORPG), especially on those which have anime-ish environment and kinda chibi-looks character like RO, DOMO and such. I just found it fancy, interesting and catch my eyes, also hunt with party is somehow interesting and more fun rather than solo. The community is also another reason what makes MMO more exciting and fun, having a world-wide friends with the same hobbies as us at the same time. But I don't play those games anymore due to my business and stuff.

To be honest, my latest fan-made project which named Fairy Tail: Battle of Magic environment is motivated from some animeish typical MMORPG which was inspire me, I know the environment which I made there is still far from final version. Though some peoples say it's good but it just looks kinda unperfect in my eyes, and I have to change it and keep the simple minimalist part, because I don't want to make the game laggy just because of the environment. The environment is not even in alpha stage and I believe make-over will happen along in the making process.

Testing as Erza

I think if I am a perfect coder, I would make an epic custom system, awesome gameplay and such. like one-in-a-million of chinese or korean well-made gameplay out there which was once ever makes me awed and passionately makes me say "I will making that someday for sure."

"Having an inspiration is awesome, it makes you have a target to reach

and inspire you what you have to do."

— Andrea

Throne of Frozen Empress

"An extremely cold palace that home of the frozen empress. Even a hot chocolate can't even help you to cure her merciless frozen judgement!"

A Throne of Frozen Empress. Was done this icy kind of environment when I was having a random idea about an empress who live on a frozen palace. I think cold as ice describe her personality better. Including screenshot of version 1, version 2, version 3 and two empress throne close up shot for showing the work in progress from a plane ice into a frozen cold palace. Version 3 is the final version.


Version 1

Earlier version, more likely just a flat icy barren with an empth throne

Version 2

Added several crystals, pillars and more importantly, the empress herself

Version 3

I've remake some stuff and make it more shiny and frozen-like
to make a cold impression

Empress Throne Close Up

Officially 20: Goodbye My Teenager Era

Today I officially got my 20th birthday. And no, I'm unhappy about it because I'm not a teenager anymore which mean I lost my teenager times for fun or lazying around and I have to get out from my comfort spot. I remembered when I was 17th, I started to stop counting my ages hoping that I could stay young forever. But well, it doesn't work at all anyway. I'm still getting old. haha

However, I'm very happy for the wishes and the surprises from my friends to me, especially from my close friends. I'd just love to say thanks alot guys, I couldn't become who I am today without all of you. Having you guys is a great gift that God gave me and I wish you guys have a good day.

I really hope that in my 20th, I can be more mature, serious, hard worker and can more try my best on everything that I do. And focus to look forward, cathing up what I wish for and make it come true.

Legit 20, am I?